When I wrote Exs on my title y'all will think that I will talk about my exs boy friend.... Isn't it ?
Well, I won't talking about that exs wright now, but more to a new term that I got this noon while I joined the mess...
We will familiar when people mentioned about their exs bf, ex gf, ex wife, ex husband, ex employee, ex boss, ex student, ex teacher, ex colleagues and etc. But have u familiar when I mentioned ex Bestfriend ?
Well, I really surprised when I found myself thought about it earlier and finally I decided to wrote it down here.
Several times I had very nice relation with some people. And several times to I lost it, I don't know either I am the one who can not maintained it or theres any other reason. But, before I write everything here, I should have tell u that I have this attitude or behaviour that I will go everytime I found something annoying, such as people around me who loved to make something radiant If I may say. And that maybe the number 1 reason why I can't never have a good companion other than my hubby.
Last time I checked I just ended a nice relation with my exses was few months ago. I have 4 good fellow. They are had very various character. Only one who really attached with me ( or I attached with her ), and the other 3 was so - so but more to " a friend in need and a friend in dead " if u got what I mean.
This 1 fellow have lot's of thing similar to me, even in acted, style, way of think. So in the past 3, 5 years I just thought that she and I very looked a like.
I found her in a trouble that the truth is showed me who is she but I never thought negative bout her.
Untill 1 day, she wanted to get something and she wanted to use people so her will could came true.And it just ended it up to my name, and she blame me for something wasn't my fault. And that really made me way so upset. Since that I just withdrawed myself from them especially her, untill now.
The conversation keep going, gossiping still continuing but I always put some gap between her. In my eyes she no longer an innocent girl of anything, smart kind of way. In my eyes she just a girl who tried to look innocent to get what she want. No matter if her wish will destroyed people around her including her bestfriends.
And here goes the secret I wanna told you about, she does like this guy but since she has a very huge ego and high criteria about guys, so she always make a bait. And the bait always her very good friend ( uh oh not me ), and she will get the information bout the guy directly from her.
Honestly I don't like her attitude but that none of my bussiness. Untill it was happened to myself and I decided to end that relationship.
Some people will think that I am not a very good friend, yea maybe am but I also a human who can not live with fussy people who love to take advantages from their own friend.
Cheers,
Sera
