Last January I've passed one difficult phase of my life... and now it comes the other chapter. Its very quite similar. But happens with different object..
Hello.... can I have Just a Normal feelings here ??? or atleast Just a normal Life pleaseee???
It happens again and again... it likes an addict ... very buggin ...
Yesterday I looked to a tiny rainbow... and it was very beautifull at the moment...And till now still wondering should I follow the path of the tiny rainbow which dunno where it ends but 1 thing for sure it just have short way to go.
I dont want to be the one who make mistake all over again ( and I quote " The same mistake" )
Last time I had this, it really gave me a very huge sensation which I found very fun. But at the end it also gave me another guilty wave.
One day, I just yelled and said STOP ( followed with exclamation mark- I meant the very large one )... but again I picked the wrong way.
Hope I could say " Okay... Im done with it, so let me hae my own Vodka here and let me alone .." and then continued by " thank you "....
